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28.4.14

Sunday Confessional - The Secret Life



Walter Mitty had a very good imagination.  And it led to a genuine adventure when he met a girl who inspired him to take some big risks.  You should take some risks and have an adventure too. (That, and Iceland is very beautiful).  These points were very clear as I watched James Thurber’s short story adaptation play out on the screen in front of me.  It’s the kind of story that reaches out to the person in want of some excitement, or a second chance to live a long-neglected dream; to see, as the motto in the movie puts it, “things dangerous to come to...”.  And as I sat there on my couch late that night, I was one of those people.  

And then I looked down.

On my lap, a nearly sleeping 2-year-old, out of sorts and out of schedule because of a recent bout of illness.  And three others, deeply asleep after days of interrupted nights and barf buckets and bleach.  Days of laundry  (oh, so much laundry), and please, won’t you eat something, and please, don’t eat anything yet!

And that one time I had to clean out the in between of little toes, soiled in an uncontrollable moment.

When Jesus washed his disciples’ feet, was it something like this?  This filth, washed with great Love, because He saw our helplessness?  We can only, like a little child, sit with feet dangling, weak and messy, and receive.  But the gift is there too, in the washing.  


In this season, the secret life of Rachel is unlocking the mysteries that have been hidden in this – the service of love to my children.  In helping them when they are helpless, in holding their heads and washing their feet, in stooping low to lift them up.  And that is a very rich secret life indeed.

9.4.14

I Heart Faces

I Heart Faces has a black and white photo challenge going on this month, and I decided to enter this image - it seemed to me a bathtub surround could very effectively bounce a flash :) And the subject is pretty cute too!